Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.
In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.
i miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!
I just want to hug you, but your are 20000 some miles away, what I wouldn't do for a hug.I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!I get this feeling we'll be together again. No straight lines make up my life, all roads have bends. No clear cut begging's and so far no dead ends.
I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on my mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.It's been quite awhile... I must say I miss our friendship. I miss you, but what I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.
I'd be happy to come back to you... except it was you that went away.Just because I moved on doesn't mean I won't be here if you change your mind.And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.
Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.
A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.
I am here and you are there - one of us is in the wrong place!
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